Monday, December 14, 2020

Sanyam kya hai...ek yudh apney hi viruddh..

 Kuch ajeeb sa phans gaya hun main...


apnay aap ko waqt kay anussar jhonk-kar kahin khud se hi kho sa gaya hun main...


ghumaan hai apney is gray cells par..bas unko best kahan lagaun ki tasmatas mein peechey choot raha hun main...


zamaaney humarey saath kya kar paayega jo hum khud apney saaath apnon ki mauzidgi mein honay detey hain...


ab to bas yeh darr hai ki kahin yeh sab gawan kar bhi kahin aansoon na tapkaoon main...


log apney pyaar ko paaney kay liye kya kuch nahi kartey...aur ek main jo bas waqt ki aandhi main tinkay samet kar santusht ho raha hun...



Main aur meri tanhaayi...

Har kisi ko mukammal jahan nahi milta...

Main ghar par time dene ka epitome hua karta tha aur aaj wohi time kaatney ko daud raha hai..

log ghar bananey ki salah detey hain aur main gharwaalon se door bhaagney kay reasons..

dam ghut ta hai..apney aap ko har pal prove karna padta hai..

sab se acchey honay kay babzood unka mooh dekhna padta hai...

arrey kahan gaya mere liye woh respect, kahan gaya woh dikhawey wala pyar jo sirf tabhi tak mil raha tha jab tak main ghar se door rahta tha...

har time bhookha rahna padta hai...pata nahi kyun apney haathon se khaana kyun nahi banta...bas ek inertia..ek procrastination..

life mein itna insignificant pehli baar mahsoos kar raha hoon...apney mumma papa ko bahut miss kar raha hoon..

nahi chahiye dhan aur daulat, na chaandi na sona...

main to maangun bas apney dimag mein ek shanti ka kona..

main apney ko tanha na mahsus karun bas utni taaqat dena mujhey bhagwaan...

mainey hi sar par chadaya hai..mujhey hi sar se utaarna hai...

apney mann ko maarna bhi khoob adaa kaari se seekha humne...ab humein poochna bhi jaruri nahi samjha unhonay..